It’s hard to resist the thoughts of you
Just wanting to feel that touch that touched me
Touched the inside all the way to the outside
I close my eyes and think of you
And all those things you said to me
All those things you said to me
Never in my life had I heard the things you said to me
Never did I put so much thought in to me
Me
Me
Now I’m putting all my thought in to you
Wondering why
What went wrong?
What did I say?
What did I not say?
I thought that the thoughts of you would be gone by now
They won’t disappear
They’re still here
Your voice echoes
Your smile blinds me
The thought of your touch still makes my body tingle
Oh
What could I do to get you back to touching me?
Touching me
Touch me
The long nights we spent on the phone
Mind sexing until verbal orgasmic exhilaration
The poetry I shared and the ideas you communicated
Harmonious
We are one mind
I think you might have been put here for me
For inspiration
For completion
To make me whole
To purify my heart
To distil my mind
To make me
Me
Me
I’m not sure why you brought the happiness you brought
In the short time you were with me
I’m not sure why you caused the anguish you caused
When you decided you didn’t want to be with me
Your eyes held your secrets and I knew them
And my face held the honesty
And you knew that
And the verbal friendship we had
Was simply divine
Erotic
Beautiful
Welcome
You made me feel like I could be
Me
Me
Me
But I need you to make me find me again
So I have to ask
Where are you?