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To All The Men I've Loved Before I still wish I had you
To drop every thing for
Even though I claim that
I don’t love you anymore
Your face and smile haunt me
Damn near everyday
And the thoughts of you cripple my heart
In every which way
Me loving you
Goes without saying
And every day
My emotions you’re playing
Even when things were against us
And we couldn’t be friends
To the veneration I felt
There was no observable end
Thoughts of you
Haunted my every contemplation
And to have you nowhere near me
Was a total devastation
You may never understand
The depth of these sentiments I feel
I can’t explain them
All I can say is- they’re real
I merely want you to feel the same
But if that’s impossible for you
I place no blame
Just know that my feelings
They won’t transform
I’ve tried hard to make them
Instead of fighting- I simply conform
I wouldn’t want to stop
Even if I could
Because everything about you
Is just so damn good
Your smile is glorious
And your eyes sparkle like fire
Seeing your face and hearing your speech
I could never tire
I only desire you around
No matter the extreme, my friend
I never want this affiliation with you
To end
