running from tears,isnt making anything better cuz all im getting is more fears.i fear the dark light.cuz wen it goes out i have nothing in sight.i lost my dad.i lost someone who would keep me from being bad.i didnt understand why he did all the stuff until he was gone.now i know he was looking out for my future and not to let me do the wrongs.i thought being a rebel was the life.but i was so wrong thats why god stabbed him with a knife.showed me not to take life for granted.cuz at any moment u will be unchanted.wen i cried a little bit of me died.time didnt stop for me.so how am i supposed to be free.im like a caged bird stuck with no way out.all i can do is cry and shout.