shedding so many tears.only because my darkest dream has come true and sending me into a coma of fears.im walking alone on these beautiful nights.looking up at the sky where god is showing me the light.i think that star is you.one day it will shine brighter than ever and give me a clue.im cleaning up my act.thats one known fact.school is almost out.thats no doubt.got cuts across my body.only because you left me with nobody.mom is sitting on the bed all by her self.with you no where to be found like a hidden elf.thinking so much thinking im going insane.with everything being flooded by the rain.see pictures go through my head.of you laying alone in that cold hospital bed.your gone to a better place.leaving your family to finish this race.