i sit here in this empty room.everything is tough wish god can just sweep everything away with a broom.holding a knife.thinking if should or not take my own life.i take out the trash.but inside i just wana bang my head on the dash.its so hard come to back to reality because of the way you left me with a confused mentality.i got two jobs now.and still going to school full time but i dont know how.mom wants me pay attention to my studies.but sometimes i just need a break and hang out with my buddies.wanting to make everything go my way.so i can wake up with a smile on my face everyday.stuck in this empty hole.finding no way out and spinning round and round like a bowl.i tried setting goals for my future life.thought you would see me get married with a beautiful wife.i love you dad.just come back and stop making mommy sad.