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after math of dads passing away
everyday i wana visit your grave instead of going out with my friends to a rave.lifes changing everything spinning.losing my head so instead i put on this wall that hides all the feelings and just let them fall.i want my emotions drop to helll where it can be locked up in the cell.i wana drop out of this race but god keeps putting me back in the same place.people say god does everything for a reason.but i dont think so or its just that im confused because of the season.i put on this fake smile just for a while to show people i can be happy but deep down im just lying cuz im truely crappy.you left and took the shoulder that mom used to rest upon but now she got no one since your gone.the day you left i promised i wouldnt ever commit theft.ive played with a gun its not fun.ive felt how it feels to lose that one.I felt ur cold feet after all those times you worked in that heat.I cried for weeks and didn’t sleep.I love you dad I don’t understand why ur gone but now everyone is sad.I wished you could see what Im going to be.im going to college so I can become a better man so when you look down from the skies you will see a strong stand.
