after math of dads passing away

Ive fought the fight.but I lost you to the light.dad your gone and all you left us with was sorrow and pain.now I understand lifes not a game.I remember how you used to hold me in ur arms but now ur gone and left me with no charm.my last wish was to tell you I never ment to hurt you the way I did I hope you can forgive.ive taken on this guilt of you passing away because of the stress I had put on you in matter of days.ur two sons werent as lucky as I .because I got to see you smile for the last time.now everyone in the house has lost that shine.mom holds her tears back to show shes strong but honestly I don’t know for how long.I can see the pain in her eyes but shes suppressing it with lies.she goes to work thinking everythings fine but in reality shes lost track of time.Im trying to keep her happy but the pain of losing you is just destroying her pappy.you were a great man I don’t understand why god took you away but I cant change that instead I can make a better today.you gave up life to provide for us and wished we would do right.all I did was kick you to the curb and smoked some herb.I know I made wrong choices now ill fix that by letting the world hear my voices.I regret ever touching that first blunt because inside you probably wanted me to be shunt.your love was so strong for us that no one can compare.in reality I really didn’t think loosing you was fair.

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