I'm never happy
Never good
Never great
Only better
Better than I was
Better to not have faith
Than to have endless hope with no cause
To always end up on the opposite end
Better to try with failure in mind
And succeed later
Than to anticipate success and meet demise
Not pessimistic
Just realistic
To my own self.
Others may see me as a drag
But i just know the weight I can pull
Expect the worst
Because it's better to surprise myself when I reach high
Than to let myself down.