Anger has to rear it's head sometimes...
Been burying my bitterness in a shallow ass grave
It's not deep at all so I'm about to tomb raid
The last couple years been in yesterdays haze
I want to murder my memory
Just set those days ablaze
For revenge sometimes I crave only my pens my blade
The quake within can set off tsunami type waves
Mami be afraid because of the bed you made
In your Life I hope Karma parades
What you sowed will be paid
In my mind you was the master and I was slave
Still caught up in all of yours chains
So a bad relationship was paved
Out of my heart of cement, you see she lingered and stayed
Haven't been the same since, myself I haven't forgave
Lord I need your aid, in this hurt cycle abyss
Lost a good woman fretting over this bum ass bitch
Tossed out a good something, over this trick I missed
Now I'm missing and another one... will another come?
Build another one but lord I can't do it like this
I need to get my shit together cause inside I'm still pissed
My tolerance is low for fake fuckers for real
Reformed sucker for real, sometimes nothing I feel
What's bottled I want to kill, The past is some
Salt in a wound that won't heal
Just want to peel a deceased waste of time, a dead carcass
For years I verbally bled, yes I mentally fought this
Here’s a fuck you forever, baby you trapped in time
You cost me a good girl, so your death is in these lines...
Little change up boy Oh don't think I forgot about you
I like to give a shout to my wishy washy nephew
Even though I love to see you fall, I hope God bless you
I say that begrudgingly, cause all your loyalty left
Down to Atl you crawl and crept
A lil boy trying to run a marathon
Before steps
You’re gonna learn about loyalty, and the lessons immense
You see Hoes that make quick moves, just have to get pimped
I went all out for you to the furthest length
Don't want to bring up the past, but you need a dose of that tense
You was an off rhythm fat boy when I took you under my wing
I could have left you in the dark, I didn't have to do a thing
Since you are fam I gave you beats , flow and Knowledge
Oh know you think ready for the draft?
You aint even finish community college
I recorded, mixed, mastered you for free
You know I'm hardly acknowledged
Boy you still a student from being teacher and scholar
I guess as obesity plagues my wallet, that's when you'll holla
Lil nigga lose a lil weight and become to cute for me
Yo can you imagine when you can't even give someone beats for free?
You see I think he despised the fact of the shadow I cast
I guess you wanted to step out, finally at last
After all the work I do, To get you to the place you at
You show no kind of love, shorty you real wack
But you'll learn when that demo continues to get tossed
You can be a private for free, got to pay the cost to be the boss
You think someone is gonna take their precious time and give you game
Think again nephew, you should've used your brain
Stayed in the nest just for a lil bit longer
One more year you would've been a whole lot stronger
Invested in you I really did from my heart
You changing up really tore me apart
You still my family, but my door of knowledge is closed
Enjoy Atl shawty, see if you get something free from the pros
So go wish wash along, all I got for you is a hug and what's up
Same people I see going down I'll see going up.
Been burying my bitterness in a shallow ass grave
It's not deep at all so I'm about to tomb raid
The last couple years I've been in yesterdays haze
I want to murder my memory
Just set those days ablaze
To bitterness can no longer be a slave
These shackles I have to break... away
You know that first part isn't about you Tiff.
I hope you know that. It's about Madolyn.