Driving through the noir sky
Premonition
January 26, 2006
As I drive through the noir sky
Another day another hour goes by
Another blessing another curse devoir my trys
I harness these grains of sand, you still see empowerment
In these sleepy eyes, the reapers hides and waits for me to drift away
Behind these wheel and crash then my soul will lift away
I wake up become alert but I’m so damn tired
I feel like a crash test dummy at night, during the day i'm wired
Open my lids and stare into the void of the night
Will success, peace, and happiness be deployed in my life?
Or will I be another pawn, a toy in the black mans plight?
I consciously look inward; become Sigmund Freud when I write
I look At myself and life, driving to work alone
Floating, when I’m in thought there's so much that can be shown
Turn off the radio and just by the silence I’m awed
I’m so busy it’s the only chance I get to talk to God
And that’s a shame your first words you utter should be his name,
Spending that time with him helps you withstand chaotic games
My graveyard shift is robotic it’s the same ole same
Its simple plain my faith sooths me like a hypnotic rain
When I start to lose hope, my natural narcotic remains
That is this writing that houses my dreams
The concept that came to me looking at Baltimore’s city scheme
The lord knows I’m tired of this repetitious running
Be patient my son, because your time is coming.
Coldaugust © 2006
Driving Through the noir sky
Angels walk with me
Jan 27, 2006 10:15
Another clear black night here we go again
Getting ready for my night shift before it starts I want it end
Friday night too man I don’t know how it feels
To go out somewhere or my girl spend the night and chill
I get ready so sluggish my snails pace signifies my drive
In my warm bed with my baby I wish I could take a dive
I thrive to end this suspended record of mine
Playing 3 nights a week man my drive is blind
I look for my keys, make sure the burners off
Ok the iron is unplugged, got my phone, and then I’m off
Get to my car need did I lock the door
My obsessive compulsion leads me back once more
Yeah the doors locked, it’s time to hop in the whip
Almost running late, from the things I forget
I really need to plead the blood over me
So tired I usually just rush and leave
Then drive listless thru the cold b-more streets
Ready to get to work, to ironically sleep
I got a green light so I gain a lil speed
I know this fool aint turn in front of….
Screeeeeeeeeech!
Driving through the noir sky
The collision
10:45 pm
Screeeeeech!
Damn if this is the end, well here we go
I have a tenth of second to swerve no place to go
But head on this car is dead wrong
Here comes a skip in my 3 night song
I try to avoid by turning to the right
It’s was too late, so here come my plight
Our cars crash all sound to me just cease
We hit hard but at least I’m in on piece
I sit for a second in disbelief
Then I pull over and get out, this fool I have to meet
He said “Man I wasn’t looking; I didn’t see you at all
Let’s just exchange info, let’s keep it moving so I can bounce and ball
He said it was his fault, insurance has the cost
Get in the car and once again I’m off
Called me coworker and told him what had transpired “Walt take it easy, I have a lawyer you can hire”
Well this woke me up my unconscious ride
I guess you leave a space open the devil will hide
But nothing in this world will stop the lord’s plan
I’m grateful I was in his grace, the palm of his protective hands
It’s time to wake up and listen when he talks to me
I Bare witness this collision, when the angels walked with me.