To say "Merry Christmas,"
to a wise wonderful lady!
Physically you're not here with me,
but I know in spirit you'll always be.
Sitting here,
4:43am,
I try to ignore the pain I'm in...
I don't mind it anymore,
for I miss you opening up your front door.
Smiling at me,
You would always say,
"You look so beautiful,
how was your day?"
I hate when I look back,
and remember each different reply.
Although somedays I was fine,
inside you knew that I wanted to cry.
I am so thankful to the Lord,
that he gave you a chance to see me grow...
see me with my boyfriend,
and learning how to drive!
Thank you for wanting to go out to lunch,
the same night my best friend & I,
decided to run away.
I knew I had done something right,
and it made my heart stay warm.
Through the next week on the road,
I had strength to catch any storm.
When I came back,
I found out you were sick.
Right then I felt my soul tell me,
there no more time to stay and pick!
I just knew somehow I had to get back in enough time,
to come and see you everyday.
Because I knew it was your time to go,
so I wanted to show my love for you,
in every single way!
I am happy to know you're no longer in pain,
alot of us still look at eachother,
and feel bitter & vain.
But don't worry,
cause I still remember all our talks.
I will go on for as long as I can,
until my line has crossed.
So Merry Christmas,
and I still hold you near.
I will try to sleep a bit,
and get rid of my lonely fear.
I love you so much,
it will never change.
You will always surround me...
take my heart to your home,
and rearrange!
~DEDICATED TO GG~