i've lost all reach
in my empty hands
no longer can i beg
plead
or grovel
i've lost all hope
my thoughts are unclean
stained red by all the things
i could never bring myself to do
i've lost all other alternatives
this is my last chance
to fix everything
to show everyone
to release this empty void inside
and pass it on to someone else
maybe they'll deal with it better than i have
or maybe they'll end up
just
like
me
gone.......