When I write it seems as though my life is filled with despair,
Is it despair or happiness?
For it is when I am like this that I feel like myself,
It is also at this time I can do the one thing that makes me happy… write.
So is it that I get like this so I can become happy?
Or is it that while I’m like this I’m happy?
Yet more questions for my mind to ponder.
Darkness and despair or happiness?
You decide.
Chet Jordan
12:57 PM
2-19-03