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Sometimes I wonder if you even hear me

Or if my words fall upon deaf ears

Or if they even matter at all



Sometimes I wonder if you still think of me

Or if I've just become nothing to you

Or if all those memories faded away



Sometimes I really wonder if you ever loved me

Or if all you ever said was lies

Or if everything I did, didn't matter at all



Do you hear me?

Do you see me?

Do you even care..?

Sometimes I wonder whether I'm still dreaming, or not

If you were just in my imagination

Or if I was just too stupid to believe it



Sometimes I hope you know that my heart aches

Every time I call out your name

And when I get no answer

I break down and cry



Do you know..?

I still wonder to this day

How many times I'll have to make my lungs bleed

Screaming out your name

Just to keep me from going insane



Sometimes I wonder what goes through your head

When you hear me calling to you

You just keep walking

And shatter my heart into pieces,

Scattering them into the winds

Did you ever know..?



Sometimes I wonder if anybody will ever hear me

And my silent cries for help

Every now and then I'll sit and wonder

Why you left me this way

Was it just a deranged romance to you

Or did you actually love me..



What happens now...?

What else could possibly happen...?

I wonder when I call you on the phone

And hear the endless ringing

Even after I hang up

I know you're there.



And sometimes I wonder...

If I should even wonder at all anymore.