I look down upon the days
Which I cared enough to write
Clear feelings like glass in a mirror
Reflecting my inner self, my sensitivity
All spilled out in ink for everyone to see
Transparency was my mind
Transparent was my life
Then darkness came to fog up
My transparency
The words no longer spilled out clearly
Anymore
They've all been infected with something
My insanity
My hatred
Things I never thought to say
Have come out of that shell
Forcing their way into my lungs...
Making it harder to breathe...
Transparency...transparency...
I*N*S*A*N*I*T*Y.