Standing in the rain, desiring to be every little drop that hit the ground with any impact at all. Then washing away.. And not caring what was being dragged along with it. Subsequently dropping my cigarette in the torrent below the curb, watching it being rinsed away, and wanting the downpour to rinse me away ceaselessly.. I guess I believe the closest means to being the rain is to stand in it and let it immerse into me.