I once tapped knees to concrete for your love
Begged to be forgiven without a purpose
Displeased those important to me
Just to please your fucked up mind
An angry bipolar can change
The mothers love-crafted boy was wrong
An angry bipolar is not bipolar
An angry father is just angry
You are the disgust between these walls
This family has cracked and torn before your face
Once I believed you were only blind
You could not distinguish a laugh from a cry
I forgive you father
Anger still subsides within my bones
It is slowly healing
I can not bare to keep this hate