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under water
i thought we were going to be eternal,
maybe it wasnt meant for us,
after all this,
after everything we went through,
we might need some maternal advice,
i found out you just wanted to be friends today,
nobody told me,
as soon as i heard my soul
drifted away,
it felt like you started to pluck the
feathers from my bleach white wings,
some scarred, some scabbed,
sometimes i can hear the angles sing,
people tell me i can move on,
i try to believe them,
but my doubts come along when i hear the song,
my knees started throbbing after i dropped to the gravel,
i asked you to help,
then you just cackle,
i almost sacrificed everything for you,
put you on a pedestal,
then you lied,
i lost all respect for you,
i see a picture,
i see a face,
i see a boy with some disgrace,
they say your unworthy,
you say they're wrong,
your guilty voice goes through
your throat fluently,
you need help,
i need help,
but i just need somebody to love me,
you come back,
more merciful then ever,
then leave me with a bolder crack,
i put on a fake smile,
just so you think im happy,
i wish i could tell you how i feel,
but then i'd need a phone i can dial,
i dwell on our memories,
exspecially when im alone,
then my minds just blown,
i miss you,
more than anything,
i cant go on without you,
you make me cry,
you make me depressed,
i guess i just love you more the less,
my feelings for you are immortal,
you say the same,
i dont believe you,
looks like were just going to have to
go through that future portal,
so tell me when you hear my heart stop,
your the only one that knows,
tell me when you hear my silence,
your the reason why it grows,
so i stood still,
with my vision blurring,
then i heard my heart break,
it was a small clean sound,
like the snapping of a flowers stem.
