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You Chose What You Got
You think you have it bad,
Welll sweetie I've got news.
Your wrong. So wrong.
Bad isn't bad.
Worse then Bad.
Crap.
A load of it too.
You're being shallow, like a pond of tad poles.
"Never there, never there"
That's all I hear you say!
Shut up!
You know where I am!
The darkness is light in my world.
Anger, frustration, it boils to the surface.
Nothing. You mean nothing when you complain.
I can't stand listening to you say I'm not there, when I've been standing beside you the entire time.
Walking alone, I've done that before.
Blah Blah Blah.
That's all I hear you say.
Quiet with this false accusations of abandoment.
If I wanted to abandon you, you'd know it damnit.
I'm not.
You know it.
So why the hell do you insist that I've walked away when you need me most?
Best friends right?
Forever right?
What happened to blind faith and trust that was built?
Change.
Pain.
Emotions.
Jeaously.
You don't like my boyfriends getting more attention then you.
You cling to me for everything and try to be like me.
Stop changing yourself.
I'm not here to solve your problems kiddo.
No, no I'm not.
A friend, sure. A sister, hell yeah.
But a crutch to lean upon....
You've got to be kidding.
Death and illness are the only things that keep us apart.
I'm backing away now.
Here.
You want me to abandon you?
Fine.
Here you go.
Deserted pains that linger longly in your crying heart.
Screw you.
Stop messing with my brain.
All I ever wanted to do was be there for you!
Hmm....maybe if you saw the way you were treating others you would stop.
We haven't abandonded you:
YOU CHOSE TO WALK ALONE.
