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My Arms Open and Wide
I hate you.
The way you tease my heart.
You jerk.
I'm at least trying to make it work.
You laugh and act like you love me.
You don't.
I see it, don't lie to me.
Love, what the hell is that?
I don't know it, but neither do you.
Darkness, you love it don't you?
Light, I crave it.
Mystery, what we shrowd ourselves in.
Bastard, you hurt me and promise you wont.
Why the fuck do I try and please you?
You don't understand it.
You can't even comprehend yourself.
Stop running away!
I want you.
Just you.
Honestly and Truely.
I yurn for you.
Lust after you.
You.
You are my problems.
I want to wake up and see you.
Torment permits that I'm entitled to some joy.
Forget you.
I hate you.
Love is nothing.
You piss me off and make me remember everything.
Crap.
That's what I am.
I'm just a prize. To everyone.
Something you hold when you need a pick me up.
A play thing.
Dirt.
You teach me this over a over.
Don't deny that you run from me!
Stop it.
You can lie to yourself, but please...
PLease don't lie to me,
I can't take it.
I need you.
I need you so much it fucking burns a hole in my chest where my heart should be,
I can't live like this.
Not knowing.
Wondering constantly.
Give up.
Please.
You are used to getting your way when it comes to you.
I've let myself down.
Come down from the stars.
You've reached your time to burn out.
When you're ready.
If it happens....
I'm here.
My arms open and wide.
Always.
