And I’m torn between success and failure
Every move I make right now is major
If you knew me two years ago, I’ve changed
I’m still goin for the top, just switched lanes
N I’mma keep going, I’m stayin focused
My social life holding, you probly noticed
U kno how I am tho, one thing at a time
But just let me go, n I’ll bring home the prize
For the ones left behind, I hate I had to do that
Real talk, that’s the one part I do regret
N I constantly remember all the good times
Them close call, but we made it ,nights
N I’ll never forget what every fight taught me
N the bond you have with people, when y’all have nothing
N the love you can only find out in the streets
I swear, compared to that, aint nobody out here understand loyalty
N I still stand behind every word that comes out my mouth
Even if it don’t make sense, you know I mean what I say out loud
N I quit the parties, I dropped the “I’m the best” act
Not saying I was lying, but I learned a little respect
N I have been on my books, its not an excuse
I’m gonna be successful, and I can’t afford to lose
I don’t wanna repeat my past, starting over every 3 months
N making more mistakes trynna fix what I already messed up
I’m going to make it, if I die tryin
I’m makin myself a nice bed to lie in