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And I’m torn between success and failure

 

Every move I make right now is major

 

If you knew me two years ago, I’ve changed

 

I’m still goin for the top, just switched lanes

 

N I’mma keep going, I’m stayin focused

 

My social life holding, you probly noticed

 

U kno how I am tho, one thing at a time

 

But just let me go, n I’ll bring home the prize

 

For the ones left behind, I hate I had to do that

 

Real talk, that’s the one part I do regret

 

N I constantly remember all the good times

 

Them close call, but we made it ,nights

 

N I’ll never forget what every fight taught me

 

N the bond you have with people, when y’all have nothing

 

N the love you can only find out in the streets

 

I swear, compared to that, aint nobody out here understand loyalty

 

N I still stand behind every word that comes out my mouth

 

Even if it don’t make sense, you know I mean what I say out loud

 

N I quit the parties, I dropped the “I’m the best” act

 

Not saying I was lying, but I learned a little respect

 

N I have been on my books, its not an excuse

 

I’m gonna be successful, and I can’t afford to lose

 

I don’t wanna repeat my past, starting over every 3 months

 

N making more mistakes trynna fix what I already messed up

 

I’m going to make it, if I die tryin

 

I’m makin myself a nice bed to lie in