I Can't Find Me

Now it’s fallen back again

all those pieces you left jagged
All on the bathroom floor at 3 am
I’m not your child- I am broken
broken
let the hate  drip from my eyes
let the loathing weep from my thighs
you will never hear my cry anymore
I’ve locked my self in here
and your love is an open door
leading down I path I know too well
I can’t quell this pain anymore
drip me, drowned me
I can’t found me
Your type of love is my personal hell
Won’t someone drag me back from hell
If you’re awake won’t you come drag me out
I never asked to be
out of myself
Grip me, bind me
I can’t find me
When I’ve already confined myself
Won’t you take me back
And Drag me back from hell
 
 
Your voice is the one in my ears
Your smile bring me to tears
Your hate surrounds me
I can’t found me
Suffocated by your love
I need some space
You’re just a demon of a different race
Can’t believe I haven’t come to more disgrace
Don’t want your love to bind me
But I can’t find me
Author's Notes/Comments: 

Too much purpose, written and posted 3:24 AM

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