my friend (in my head)
tells me im a good person
but when i look in the mirror
i dont see a person at all
but who cares
theyre not even real
im sitting in the dark
all the lights turned out
someone turns the lights on (was it me?)
oh well i dont care all i know is
i threw up
im better im better
i tell myself
or was that me (who cares)
i think about who i used to be
they were bad but
am i really any better