cant breathe, cant breathe
laying on my bed wishing i was dead
but really im
ok with
being alive
you said, i say, it will get better i will get better
but really i know
that its all up to me
and i
dont
care
i lay in my bed
thinking of you
and how you hurt me
and the tears on my face
turn
to
crystals
the other person in my head stays optimistic
but i tell them to fuck off
and i ignore them
why did i do that why did i do that
i fucked up
but
i dont think
i care