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How?
how is it that a person can change so much in so little time?
how can they go from being pratically your sister to almost a stranger?
from sharing everything one minute to nothing the next?
where did the girl that i shared movies, books, stories, intrests, and insults go?
the one that new every corner of my being?
the one i could share my life with?
lately its been all about sex and your perfect boyfriend.
perhaps it is possible to treat someone so well they for get who they were and become what they fear?
forget everything they stand for and become someone else entirely.
someone i dont even recognize.
someone i literly cant stand to b around.
i feel like this is the worlds revenge for treating people how they ask to be treated.
now i feel lost and alone.
you were the one that helped me through everything.
the baattles with feeling fat, with ex boyfriends, and most of all with my dad.
and now im fat, my ex is completely gone, and my dad left.. again
i miss our friendship and the way things used to be.
i hope you dont wake up one day and see me gone.
i really hope you wake up before i leave or he leaves.
because once he leave what will you have left?
you will have as much as me.
nothing.
enjoy the lonliness.
