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Quietly Screaming in Chains
It is there.
Locked up, inside a place that is hidden from me.
Hidden by a horrible existence...
that I create for myself.
I CHOOSE THIS MADNESS!!!!
So that I can have this constant chaos.
The chaos that scatters my sanity.
The sanity I lose..
in anticipation of my minds end.
Leading only to what I want...
The excuse I need.
To do my best, at being my worst.
I AM BETTER THAN THIS!!!!
I know I am.
And IT is there.
That pleasurable haunting..
of what I know I will do.....
If only I weren't such a coward.
If only I knew what I was scared of.
- The simi functionable addict
