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now that i know you are ok after i have been so worried about you that i have not been able to hold down anything i have eaten i can say..... fuck you. you fuck asshole. i thought we were close enough thaat you could have told me you were having second thoughts or that you were not sure about this. i could have taken it. it would have hurt but i would have been able to deal with it. i cant believe i thought you loved me i should have known better then to let myself  love you. to be trying to find a way to move up there and be with you. i cant believe i had decided that it would be good for me to leave my family for you.  i cant believe how stupid you make me look. four years four fucking years i ave loved you. i have stood by you. been whatever you needed. how fucking stupid am i?