Theres something about the pain,
The rush, of a blade running across my arm,
towards my veins, the thought of death,
It the only thing lately that can put a smile on my face.
I can't wait for that day to come,
The day I reach the heavens above.
Its so dark here, so cold, so lonely,
God make that day come!!!
Make all this pain, all these tears...
make it all go away!
Someone, anyone..
Put a knife through my chest, a bullet through my head,
Do me the favor, save me my pain, save me the time,
Because if someone won't do it for me,
I'll do it myself, I love that blade,
It's my most valuble posession.
When it take my life,
I will have it buried with me, by my side.
God! Hear me out!
Im dying inside,Let me come to your eternal paradise!
I want to feel love, I want to feel life!
But not here! this world is not my type.
Soon, one day soon, maybe today, maybe tommorow,
I'll see my loved ones, In the world above.
I'm coming soon! I can almost feel the light,
When i close my eyes. I'm coming home now.
God bless my lost life.