Looking back at all the foolish things I've done,
Bout to grow up n be someones mom,
I'm 19 years old n already been to hell n back,
Wish I cud look into my future 2 see whats gun' happen.
All I know is now I aint alone,
Even if he leaves us, I'll be fendin on my own.
Got a lil mouth to feed, n rent to pay,
Gotta consintrate on my baby boys needs.
Wonderin if daddy's gunna leave,
Then I'll have 2 be mommy n daddy,
Makes me wanna fall 2 my knees.
I used to be a kid, now its all over,
Such a short amount of time, n its comin all apart.
I know my lifes a mess,
n it aint gunna work out with him,
But somehow I got the strenght to carry on.
N as a tear falls down my face,
I think about losin my place.. in yur heart,
N wonder was it worth it from the start..
Got one thing good outta this wreck,
Gunna b a mommy, but i can feel the stress comin from my chest, cuz I gotta do it on my own.
GET READY!
I gotta long long road.
Im jus hoping I got the brains to choose the right paths,
Cuz Im not about to let u down, give u everything u need.
Even if daddy aint here, baby it'll be jus u and me.
But until the day, we'll play it safe,
Mommys gunna be here, make no mistake.
I got u lil boy, I hope u got me,
Noones gunna harm u, cuz I would let that b.
Life hasnt turned out how I wanted it to b,
But your on yur way so I gotta put the garbage to the curb,
And start thinkin about our future.
Mommy loves u, n Im scared, But baby we gunna make it!
I LOVE U ALREADY.