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Wanting To Love Him~(ryan)
Her life is like a terrible dream,
She wake ups every cold dark morning,
opens her her dungeon door,
and walks down the twisted narrow stairs.
She puts on her makeup and walks out the door,
into the cruel shameful world.
To her nothing makes sense,
She doe not know what she did,
to deserve a life like this.
To be kept prisoner in her own home,
with her own family.
She is full of fear and hatred to the unfair world,
because the only thing that does make sense, to her,
is a love she will never see. Her mother says...
it just cannot be.
But she knows, in her heart, he is the one,
she wants to be with, she wants to let herself love.
but in this world, many things cannot be,
the way you would like them to be.
Her life is pointless, unless it shared,
with him, the one she loves, so dearly,
but her mother just cannot see,
that her heart has healed, but not compleatly,
and as a tear runs down her face, as she thinks of the man,
her heart knows well, she wonders what she did to deserve to live in hell.
If only she could see him, be with him, hold his tender face in the palms of her hands, and look deeply into his loving, trusting eyes, and tell him herself, that she loves him.
But she cant, not now, she will have to make her mother see,
that her life isnt worth living, unless it is she, and he.
