I sit awake, after a long nights work,
feeling like somethings wrong inside.
every night since i found you with her,
ive tossed and turned cursing the world.
fell off the wagon not too long ago,
trying hard now not to let go.
but somehow you ponder into my head, yet again...
many times ive thrown my shoes on and walked out the door..
only to make it to your corner then turn back around.
i wonder if i cross your mind, these past few days i doubt it,
ive told you the situation, before you said you'd be there "if"..
well the "if" has come, like i had said, no phone calls since then..
alone this mission i'll have to task,
i dont need your help, have fun with your friend.
my last words to you..
you know how i felt, but your heart felt a doubt,
so hunny dont come back when you start thinkin with your head, if theres no daddy at the begining, theres no daddy at the end.