I'm scared I'll lose you
Yes this is true
The feelings I feel for you are real
I guess it ain't not big deal
Everyone is pushing us apart
I feel like they are breaking my heart
I ache from sadness
My mind is filled with all this madness
My thoughts keep coming back to suicide
I promise you I have never lied
Everything I've told you about the present and past
I don't' know how much longer I can last
My heart and soul is pushed beyond the brink
The best thing for me to do is not think
Just bottle my feelings up
So I won't screw this up
But I guess it's a little to late
This must be my fate
I say I love you as the blood drips to the floor
Then you've come to surprise me and walk through my door
You see my wrist all covered in blood
It's pouring out like some kind of flood
You come to my side
You find a note that tells you I tried
To hold on
But I am spent and my energy is gone
I just gave in to everything
And I want you to take back the ring
And find another love
One that actually comes from above
And be happy
My life was just to crappy
To hang on any longer
I wish I was stronger
And stayed around for you
I really wish that was something I could do
But I'm to weak
I say goodbye with one last shriek
Fading into the darkness
I become 105lbs of nothingness
You look at me and realize it all
You just saw me end it all