I remember when I felt alive
It seemed like I was living a lie
Or at least someone elses life
But when I ended it,it cut just a knife
It hurts so bad to be so sad
I wanted to scream I was so mad
I ruined it all
With just one call
So many times I wanted you
But I didn't think you wanted me too
I guess I will never know what could have been
Of you and me in the end
So I hope you have a great life
Abd don't ever pick up that knife
I will trudge along
And sing my pathetic song
Maybe I will get over you
And be happy like you
Or maybe I will take a pill
So I won't have to feel