can you tell me how it feels, dad?
because i dont seem to understand.
can you please explain how you took your life
with my picture in your hands?
can you show me what it was like, dad?
when the herion hit your brain.
can you explain to me how you lived
when you were causing so much pain.
can you inhale the crystal powder, dad?
and tell me whats so fucking great
can you explain the euphoria you felt
with your suicidal fate.
can you look into my eyes, dad?
and see the emptiness inside
can you see each ounce i lost
for every time you lied.
can you see how every day, dad
i deteriorate even more
expalin to me how you don't cry
while i'm collapsed on the bathroom floor
can you tell me how much longer, dad?
becuase i don't think i can last
let me know when i'll hit the ground
beacuse i know i'm falling fast
can you please tell me why, dad?
because i don't think i'll ever know
tell me please, so i can understand
because you lost me at hello.