at times,
i sit alone
and cry
i know
you aren't
near.
at times,
i feel i want
to die
because you'll
never be
here
at times
i think iv'e lost
my mind
in this
maddening
darkened
haze
at times
i feel
that,
after all,
this life's
simply
a maze.
at times
i breathe
a smoke,
so sweet,
my soul
no longer burns
at times
i feel
my mind
release,
and yet,
my heart
still yearns.
at times
i cry
salty voids
of electrifying
tears
at times
i wonder
if it
stops hurting
it's been
so many years
at times
i know
i'm losing it
please someone
make it stop
at times
i blow
a line
so sweet
i know
i'm at the top
at times
i roar a laugh
so hard
my chest
begins to ache
at times
i just don't
give a fuck
and i'll just get
really baked.
at times
i'm higher
than the sky
or deeper
than the sea.
at times
i'll let you in
my game
so you deicde
for me.