How much longer can I do this?
I have a love that I don't want on one side, always steady, always here, stable.
On the other
side there is you,
a love (my love)
I want more than anything else
a love that i can not have and it makes
me die inside. Every day that goes by that I do not have you is swords through my heart.
And woe that I feel this
you have no home, you have no ground to stand on, you have
nothing of the stability I need to keep me sane.
And now our contact has decreased, is it
because your family are criminals on the run?
or is it
too much for you, something you don't want, this love, this wounded tragic love of ours that
breaks hearts and tears homes open and devours souls?