Is sick of the consumptive assumptive paranoid non spill but yet communicated still unspoken expectations of silences incubation. Patient and still but not yet Worthy of this topsy turvy life of promises and unspoken surelys. But like candy so much more without expectation cuz all that is is just inebration, with correlation of ego. To truly live is to just be, in life with honest geanuine hope in a drifting reality..