I told the truth,
I played it straight,
I tried to be,
The perfect mate.
Didn't lead him on,
Didn't promise my heart,
Didn't count on my world,
Falling apart.
Thought I knew what I wanted,
I was never sure,
I was certain,
I wanted him more.
Why did I meet you?
Why didn't I meet him first?
Thought you were perfect,
Forgotten that I am cursed.
Wished so badly,
That you'd reject me.
Wanted to be happy,
He was all I could see.
Ecstatic that he wanted me,
But didn't know what to do.
Didn't see that,
He wanted me and I wanted you.