Right Now

Right now I hate you so much,

How could you let me go without even fighting for us?

Right now I could scream at you,

Hit you, Beat you,

Into loving me again like you once did.



Right now I feel that anger,

That I felt when you first lied to me,

Right now I feel like going up to your house,

Bursting in like I use to do,

And starting World War Three.



Right now I want to make you see,

That we're fucking meant to be.

I'm Susie and Andrew,

You're  Andrew and Susie.

So why am I just me?



Right now I need to throw another bottle at you.

Right now I need you to push me on the floor.

Right now I need to scream and scream,

Until my lungs get sore.



Right now I need you to punch me.

To call me a "fucking slut" ...

Why the fuck won't you come and kick my ass?

So we can make up and make love.



Right now I feel so lost.

Being "Just Susie" doesn't make sense,

Right now I really need you.

Is "Just Susie" a pretence?

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