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I’ve finally hit rock bottom as I sit here and think, nothing seems worth living for; for me, I sit on my roof and wonder why, ask myself do I wanna live through this pain another nite, I cry to myself and the wind catch my tears, and how I wonder to myself how I wish u was here, I was so use to always hearing your tone now I don’t hardly hear frm you at all, you stop thinkin about me and u stop caring, that’s what hurts when I sit here shedding the tears frm my eyes, oh how about right now I wish I would die, life is not the same anymore for me without you here, everyone think its so simple to just go to the next, but when you really love someone you can’t move so fast, last nite I couldn’t sleep a wink, and everytime I closed my eyes I saw you in my dreams, I wake up all the time crying because I knew the dream wasn’t true, because when I look around im in the same state, im still walkin around smiling so everyone think im fine, but at night the true me breaks out frm the inside, I sit and cry and listen to our song and keep wondering to myself where did we go wrong?, I never understood how letting go was so easy for you, I thought you loved me I thought I was your boo, I never gave a damn wat anyone else thought of you, they can say what they wanted cuz u was mine still at the end of the day, but one early morning you decided to throw it all away, and at the end of the day the haters won the battle, I mean I had put up a good fight I wanted them to know that we could make it through the storm, but in the end u let go u looked at me and didn’t show any emotion just that you wasn’t feeling it anymore, that night seem so clear cuz that’s the night I lost me, I couldn’t sleep I couldn’t eat I could stare at the wall for hours and not say a thing, yes I hit rock bottom ova u cuz I was in love, I always thought that the love I gave you and showed you was enough, after a while I got better cuz u was in my life again, you would text and call like nothing changed, but than other girls popped in your life and you stop calling me, I stop hearing your ring tone echo through my ear, did you forget about me I mean I was always here, I never cheated I was there when u needed me and I put up with a lot, but an the end you decided that’s not wat you wanted, maybe you had forgot, maybe you forgot all the times I was there for you, did you forget the day I wanted to run away frm you, but you wouldn’t let me you wanted me to stay you told me how could I just walk away, an in the end you did the same you threw all your feeling for me away, and at the end of the day sorry won’t cut it for me, because while you living your happy new life with the new wife, I’m sitting here and the dark still wondering why still crying tears and wanting you to be back where you suppose to be, how could you walk away when I healed you down when u always needed me, no other girl could ever do the things I do, I guess I gotta go let go of my feelings I have for you, I hope this what u want cuz once my feelings are gone, I don’t think they could ever come bak the way they use too, cuz at the end of the day I hit rock bottom ova u