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Tired
I am so tired of feeling lost
Tired of being accused
Tired of hurting and holding it in
I hate you so much but I ban't let you go
When you find out what I said to your mother
You will disown me
That will make it much easier for me to move on
Move on from the constant battle within
Falling off the wagon because of this
Drinking more and more at night
Smoking more and more
Just to numb all emotions
But it is not working anymore
I do not want to go back down the dark road
I scared that I will
I am just so tired all the time
Tired of my life
Tired of my hurt
Tired of my anger
Just tired
I need joy,love,and hope
Also a long sleep
Maybe this is just one bad dream
I am done with it all
It is my turn to push you away
You don't get anymore chances
I have given you two, you don't get three
Because I am getting older
And life is changing, but you are still the same
Selfish and miserable
I do not want to be you
I am doing everything I can to not
I am done with you and your toxic family
I am turning my back on you this time
I am just so damn tired
