Love?

Love is not found everywhere you go

You have to search for it

Looking aroung, trying to see

What stands before you, could it be?

Scared of what you will find

Dodging everyone in sight 

Not knowing you will find the one

Maybe the one will be there tonight

Love is not for me?

It has never been there

I search for it high and low

But, it leaving me in despair

Broken dreams and bleeding hearts

Is what is left when I fall apart

All you see are tears and cries

Not knowing what is left inside

Left here all alone

Barely having a loving home

I need to be loved

By those I care for

NO one listens as I cry out for more

Many tell me not to worry

Everything turns out alright in the end

I wonder if they have seen

What has happened

How much I haveto fight

I have to fight through the pain

Of haveing people push me around

I have almost had enough

I am getting tired of being around

I need a happy life

In order to be stable

Love just is not my thing

Unless I am able....

If I am ableto smile again

It hasto be real

Not the fake ones that I always put on

If it is real, that is a true miracle

You must be the one

Who I havebeen searching for

Because for the first time

In a long time

This smile of mine

I finally real, not fake

I love you and you love me

Finally I have found true love 


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