Sometimes life is so strange
It's so strange that it s t r a i n s the soul
- And the spirit
- And the body
Life
A mere four letter word in constant intercourse
Sexxing situations
- And problems
- And issues
- And trials
Conceiving stress
- And struggle
- And travail
- And denial
And damn
Damn if every time an opportunity to exhale arrives on the scene
Another gasp of air is immediately needed
Right there
- And right then
- And right now
- And right when
Sitting down seems so inviting
And lying down seems even better
To just allow one horizontal moment of s t i l l n e s s
To isolate you within one moment of peace fulfilled with g o o d n e s s
When suddenly a thought occurs to you about
What exactly the hell it is that you should
Or should not do
Damn..
Do I have to?
Must I?
Is it absolutely necessary that I continue with this s t r u g g l e
- And trip
- And fall
Stumbling painfully along and alone
As I try to find my way
And locate the sense of purpose that enduring yet another day
Is supposed to make..
Sometimes this one way trip doesn?t seem worthy enough for me to take
Especially when I look around
And the strangeness of my four letter word
Begins to feel
So OUT s t r a n g e d
So OUT s t r a i n e d
So OUT s t r e s s e d
So AB s u r d
No...
Its not that sometimes life feels so strange
It just is...
It
Just
Is
MoodSWingz_09January2004