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Misunderstood

like when the rain falls

but the sun continues to shine



I know that I am here

walking and breathing

living out loud

in what seems to be

a universe

of    utter    silence



An extinct species

t r a p p e d

within a subexistant matrix

of illusions



I am welcomed at sight

but never felt

and never heard



From a different world

or

maybe     even      another     time

A thought provoking presence

with an infinite state of mind

You see,

The more I try

the more I find myself

having to

de-mys-ti-fy

these brotha's...



Pu$$y hungry

selfish pretenders

shallow as dust

with

hidden agendas



Talking mo' sh*t

with no degree

barely making

any quantity

no where near my quality

only out to get a

f*ck

from

me?



With a nature that lies

And

never seems to rise

Denims bulging

a deceptive disguise

FINE as hell

skin superficial as the lines they tell

diagnosed with a lack of substance

oh well

you     are    wasting       my    time     fool

NOW

I've got to loose you



I have sat here so long

that

late has become early

and

It was just July

and

now it is November



A drugstore scene



You said "Hello"



Obviously

I misunderstood



And now

I can't remember



Why?



Why didn't you try

not

To waste my time..



To touch my world..



To feel my mind..



Dealing with you're a$$

was like walking in the darkness



You are totally elusive

as reality dictates

this episode    i n c o n c l u s i v e



I am ever so weary

of the   p e t t i n e s s

the    absence    of     truth

the       juvenile      behavior

and

little

boy

finesse



Can't you handle it?

Can't you survive

the depths of my sh*t?

I

a queen

lonely Nubian

without a king

night without day

and

sleep without dreams

I know that I am here

But what I don't know

is what here means...



MoodSwingz_November2000