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Endure.

 

The pain of tomorrow, the pain of today, the pain of

Yesterday:

Always thinking backward; slowly inching forward.

 

Time.

 

Go fast. Go slow. Meaningless ticking, annoying vibrations:

Just get it over with.

 

Mother. Brother. They’ll be fine – will you?

 

Level up.

 

Another day, another face, another lie: just the way I like it.

 

Sorrow.

 

She visited now and then; she still does: but she’s tired with me,

And I with her.

 

Alone.

 

This is how I want it to be. I accept it,

Really;

I’ve mastered ignorance…

Really…

“Really?”…

“Really!”

 

Another Level.

 

A bit more pressure, a bit more pain – tell me something I don’t know.

 

New.

 

New?...A friend. Quite nice, pretty too. But there’s a lot of

Them around, isn’t there?

 

Family.

 

We’re fine, really.

 

 

 

 

Eyes, heart.

 

Empty.

Empty.

Both ignorant though.

 

Confident.

 

Sometimes, not really always though. I lie to

Myself. It helps,

Really.

 

Secrets.

 

Secrets…I tell her some, she tells me some: nothing

Unpredictable.

 

Level up, level down. (Who cares.)

 

Life.

 

Absolutely amazing! (Fool.)

 

Habits.

 

A bad

One. Next please!

 

Happy.

 

She’s nice to me; that makes me happy: She listens. Nice.

But, happy? We’ll see…

 

Pain.

 

Evident. Hidden. In control.

 

And her.

 

Her? Look up “Perfect”. No, really.

 

Level up. Level up. One more!

 

Confident.

 

Only with her. Brilliant.

 

 

 

Ignorance.

 

High!

 

Awareness.

 

Higher!

 

Action.

 

None taken.

 

Stupidity.

 

Hell yeah!

 

Truth.

 

She…uhm, you were saying?

 

Love.

 

I don’t really know (Liar.)

 

You.

 

Me? Foolish by the day. Now she knows a lot about a lot; but it’s

Nice.

 

Innocent.

 

I’m a wolf, you fool. But I got you, didn’t I?

 

Dreams.

 

Of her, and stuff.

 

Time.

 

What about it?

 

Love.

 

I…

 

Eyes, heart.

 

Pretty, beautiful.

Oh! No, mine are still the same…I thought you meant…never mind.

 

Friends.

 

I have her – she sums it up really.

 

Ignorance.

 

Trying to give it up…really! Hey…I like

Her. Really!

 

Okay…Love.

 

I love her.

 

Time.

 

I just see her: a nice ticking, a nice vibe. Cool. Lovely. Real.

Really man!

 

Level up, level up, level up…up, up, up.

 

Entangled.

 

No, lost.

 

The eyes.

 

You got it! But I don’t mind.

 

Smoke.

 

It lingers for a while, but I have

Her.

 

Surprised.

 

Yeah! Definitely.

 

Consumed, confused.

 

Yes. No.

 

Consumed.

 

By her.

 

Like it. Don’t like it.

 

Like it.

Hands.

 

Oh, so warm, inviting – oh so perfect…

Oh! Uhm, okay, I guess.

I thought you were talking about her!

 

(Consumed)

 

Now.

 

In Love.

Leveling up.

In Love.

Leveling up.

In Love.

Leveling up.

Leveling up, leveling up, leveling up.

Up, up, up.

 

Very well then.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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