The memories don't haunt me
They don't plague my sleep no more
So I know I'm done
With that chapter of my life
But then I think back
"Wow, I was happy."
And then I look at me now
And I realize, I'm happy now too
They are different kinds, yes
But I'm new now
I'm not Brandon anymore
Brandon died in the Summer
He fell off the tree, and in Autumn was blown away
Now Bran is here, the guy I always wished I was
The guy who does the stuff he wants
The guy who doesn't care
Yet I do care
And I still hold things sacred
But now I have learned life's little lessons
Or at least some of them anyway
And I have adapted to my new life
Of girls, of sex, of pills
My life has changed so drastically from just four months ago
It's weird to think that in July, a small three months ago
I was so different
I felt so different
If that me then, saw this me now
I wouldn't beleive it
I would be shocked and in disbelief
I wouldn't WANT to beleive it
But I am me now
I'm no longer society's
Fuck their stupid rules
Fuck their stupid sterotypes
Fuck their stupid cliches
Fuck them all
Just toss me a bottle
And I'll be alright
Just toss me a bottle
And I'll be alright