Every kiss begins with Kay. Even though that’s all I get for some reason I stay another day. You say you were hurt ok but why do I have to get the backlash from from the aftermath. I chose you,but yet I feel I don’t know you. You say you love me but why you still not want to hug me. I just ask for some help as we go through the pain as one but it seams you have other plans. You say I acted childish but look at me now I’m workin hard to let YOU thrive. I may not be perfect but I always treated you right never without delight. Whether I was happy or sad I was always glad for you. I never ignored never pushed away I kept you close and made sure to brush away all that would hurt you. But obviously it didn’t work because it feels like we don’t work. Anymore. I pray every day that God will heal your heart but my prayers only go so far. But It takes a open heart to fight this war. I pray to God that we can have a new day but it just seems you pray to push me away. I don’t know whether to keep going or to give up all I know is it’s getting real annoying and I have moments I want to break up.