State of shadows
I walk on these streets
Of this town
Feeling at same time
Squeezed
And alone
Like it is too crowded
And there is nobody around
Trying not to lose myself
But I’m disappearing
In state of shadows
Fading slowly
In loneliness
Surrounded with empty faces
Lost in daily routine
Just shadows from people
Moving around
Pale ghosts
Of past
Unwilling
Unfriendly
No interaction
Narrow perception
Deaf dumb and blind
For processes
In their surround
Playground of concrete
Steel and glass
With no purpose
But maybe
I’m ghost too
In their eyes
Lost in their realm
With no chance
Of escape
But inside myself
Escape in void
Of numbness
Just to vegetate
On strange
Unknown planet
Waiting to be
Transformed
Into another form
Of empty shell
Careless human being
So that can
Stay acceptable
And like others
In state of shadows