I have three voices
In my head,
The first one wishes
I was dead,
The second one wants
To see me cry,
The third on asks
Why wont you die?
I have three voices
In my heart,
The first one says
You’re falling apart,
The second one wants
My heart to break,
The third on makes me feel
Like a fake.
I have three voices
In my tummy,
The first one says
Junk food is yummy,
The second one says
You’re way too fat,
The third one says
You’re a lazy cat.
I hear a thousand voices
In my ear,
One wishes I would disappear,
Another one yells
Why even bother?!
I feel my tears getting hotter.
I have no voice of my own,
And so feel
all alone,
The voices howl!
The voices shriek!
Convincing me
I am a freak.
Silence is all I ask,
I pray,
Please God!
Tomorrow?
Or even today!
One day my voices
Will be gone,
And I will sing
A happy song
Until that day
I will wait,
For whatever will
Change my fate
until that day
I will sit
And cry
Screaming at the voices
Why wont you die?!