three voices

I have three voices

In my head,

The first one wishes

I was dead,

The second one wants

To see me cry,

The third on asks

Why wont you die?



I have three voices

In my heart,

The first one says

You’re falling apart,

The second one wants

My heart to break,

The third on makes me feel

Like a fake.



I have three voices

In my tummy,

The first one says

Junk food is yummy,

The second one says

You’re way too fat,

The third one says

You’re a lazy cat.



I hear a thousand voices

In my ear,

One wishes I would disappear,

Another one yells

Why even bother?!



I feel my tears getting hotter.



I have no voice of my own,

And so feel

all alone,





The voices howl!

The voices shriek!

Convincing me

I am a freak.





Silence is all I ask,

I pray,

Please God!

Tomorrow?

Or even today!



One day my voices

Will be gone,

And I will sing

A happy song



Until that day

I will wait,

For whatever will

Change my fate



until that day

I will sit

And cry

Screaming at the voices

Why wont you die?!

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