Numb

Numb, frozen, lost in reality

I was stuck in a dream

And then the dream ended.

Became a nightmare.

I should be happy he is happy

I should be happy he is gone

I am not

I want to scream why

But all I can do is sit

Feeling dazed

He’s not worth it,

I know,

But the short happy dream ended.

Soon I’ll wake up and be happy.

Because I’ve got me.

Sweet, wonderful me.

And I’m worth more than a short dream

Won’t linger in the nightmare

With the stranger he’s become.

Won’t linger in a nightmare,

Not ever,

Not with anyone.

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