Numb, frozen, lost in reality
I was stuck in a dream
And then the dream ended.
Became a nightmare.
I should be happy he is happy
I should be happy he is gone
I am not
I want to scream why
But all I can do is sit
Feeling dazed
He’s not worth it,
I know,
But the short happy dream ended.
Soon I’ll wake up and be happy.
Because I’ve got me.
Sweet, wonderful me.
And I’m worth more than a short dream
Won’t linger in the nightmare
With the stranger he’s become.
Won’t linger in a nightmare,
Not ever,
Not with anyone.